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Saturday, June 23, 2007

just had lunch at this place at river valley. damn bloated lah. cos everybody cannot finish then all pass to me. but im quite shocked that i actually finished all their food too. hahaha. i finally reach 45kg recently!

going for some remembrance soon organised by KK hospital.i just hope it would be way better then the remembrance last time organised by some other organisation. That remembrance was like super depressing.

that remembrance:
at the start of that remembrance, i had to join the teenage group whereas my mum joined the parents group. firstly, they gave us this plain white box which looks like the medication box and ask us to decorate it. (i still rmb i stole tons of the art stuff though)and hid it in my box. haha. suppose to decorate it with something that would resemble our sibling that lost its life to cancer but i didnt bother too cos i cant possibly be trying to create a barney on my box cover. so i just decorated the box with what i like.

after that, we had to sit in the circle and do some 'mourning". really felt like dying man. everyone has to like say something that they rmb of their sibling and throw a stone inside this vase which turns murkier with every throw. (the vase and the murky water colour to represent how we feel due to the lost of our sibling) =__=

after that, all the kids/teens/parents gathered at this room and that was when the real depression starts. each family goes up to the stage with a lighted candle each and place it on the water to let it float.(i forgot what was the meaning of that so i cant continue) haha. then they played a touching video/quotes/music blah blah and the one min of silence. by then tons of ppl were crying. so i was like dying to get out before they pass it to me. everything ended on a touching note but to me it was a depressing one.

i just hope that something like that wont happen in an hours time. though i still remember my sister very vividly in my mind. two years since her death anniversary in april.

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